"Who else feels the anxiety of supposing an absent God? Who feels the dread creeping up from behind? Do yo know the tightness in your chest, the speeding of the heart? Do you sometimes hear the voices asking what would happen if your friends and family discovered that you doubt God's active, healing, redemptive presence? Do you wonder whether they'll think you a fraud - you, the infidel, the runaway, the doubter?
...If you are looking for a dose of uncensored honesty, a partner for the coming clean, if you are looking for a sobering exploration of God, maybe we're in this together."
- Seth Haines in Coming Clean